Right now, sit and be present for two minutes. Identify if anything became clear to you

It’s clear that my left nostril is NOT clear, otherwise I feel okay. The birds are singing. I have lots to do and not a lot of motivation to do it. Nothing new on that front. It’s nice to sit in peace. But then all the guilt of “need to do this” kicks in. I once read a meme that said, “I’d LOVE the luxury of a nervous breakdown!” No joke. There sure isn’t anybody to step in for me and take over all my responsibilities. And I don’t think I’d totally surrender it all, even if there was. Call it productive, call it controlling, call it what you will, but life goes on. No sense of sitting and wasting time, yours and everybody else’s. Shake it! People die in bed!